goodbye texas! see you soon.

i cant stop

thinking about my friends who are currently on tour. probably having the best fucking time.

((see you soon!))

some thanks,,

to a few things that have made this christmas a great one for me.

1. thanks to bradley kerl for sending me akron/family a few days ago over ichat. i am listening to it now completely alone in denton and it just feels right.

2. thanks to jesse spurlin for sharing this video with me on vimeo: http://vimeo.com/361745. i watched it right after getting back from aubrey, and i thought about how glad i was that jesse had suggested it to me.

3. thanks to my family for allowing me to cook a christmas tofurkey dinner for them; i am eating the leftovers now and i am really glad.

4. my family again for just mainly being chill as fuck.



i have a lot to be thankful for.

leaving tonight,

i really hate being away from here for long. there are reasons why i am glad to be leaving for a little while this time, mainly just to clear my head and collect my thoughts or whatever. its so weird having such an amazing group of friends that i never ever want to leave them. i've never had that before. there is so much love in my heart right now i feel like i am going to explode.

this has been a great break so far, i just hope that it continues. i hope you all have as good a christmas as you can, and i can't wait to see you.

ohh friendship,

just sayin,

Introductions from Lauren Ruth on Vimeo.

like it.

holy basil

holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil holy basil i love youuu.

don't wanna study.
want all my kitties back.
ready for and very excited about secret santa.
need lindsey.

almost there,

where did the weekend go? i don't really understand.
i am in the mood to get myself organized. now i just have to actually do it.

eeeeee

hopefully our electricity, plumbing, and internets get fixed tomorrow. earlier i drove penny, benny, pandora, and mr. moustache to my parent's house where they are staying while things get fixed around the house. i wish i could have recorded the sounds that they were making. mainly i just want everything to be okay again.

its true!

I find myself feeling very lucky to have the friends that I do.

!!!!!

i simply can not wait. [secret santa]
and i have nothing to complain about. [see above]

did a lot of video chatting today,

it was way more fun than studying!

oh my god!

as some of us have recently discussed, there are some people who are trying to protest the new The Golden Compass movie. as i told you before when i read them as a kid my best friend's mom accused me of trying to get her daughter to read satanistic books. haha, so today i just logged into facebook and look what i found. i thought this was hilarious!



thats her alright. haha.

also, i think you all should know that my video taking rein is over. yesterday i got my camera out of my purse to take pictures of how adorable we were being, and the screen doesn't work at all anymore. i have no idea how this happened, but i no longer have a means of taking videos. :[

anywayyyyy, i hope everyone is having an okay time with their families. miss all of you, and see you soon!!

I think today I finally became motivated in regards to school. Wow great, motivated with only a few weeks left, haha. The feeling will probably pass by at least tomorrow, so i'm going to try to get a lot of things done today.

I wish that school only consisted of my photography classes. That would make my life so much easier, and me so much happier also.


photo by Esteban Pastorino Diaz (who totally rules by the way)

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sometimes I really just cant wait to get out of denton.
today is one of those days.

dear friday,,

this is what i do in school,

hang out with cool people.
so why do i hate it so much?

and also just for fun,

the death cab for cutie cover of the same song.
there is not a real video for this song, but i found this one and thought it was semi-appropriate.

dear morrisey,

will you please marry me?



love,
monet

this morning i woke up in arkansas;

it was great. it was nice to get out of texas for a while. this is the only picture i took. i just realized that i am seriously avoiding studying for my test tomorrow.

i've been out walking;

cool:
having cats to cuddle with in cold weather,
weekly planned activities with friends,
house shows at 715,
young mc,
sctm-03.

not cool:
stinky cat litter boxes,
school,
possibly having a stomach ulcer and all that that entails,
being too afraid to do things in life that you want to.

I really love these ppl,

I just wish eveyone could have been there.

halloween;

I have spent a great majority of my life being dissapointed by halloween.

whamedoo

likes:
seeing friends unexpectedly
when new cats befriend you
crossword puzzles
screaming back up vocals
making videos

dislikes:
school
rules
losing keys

ps i sorta love my life,

i am about to

register for my last four classes. in twenty minutes.
i hope everything goes as planned.
i guess we'll see. in twenty minutes.